the suffering game....

Macam dah berdebu sikit blog aku ni (coughing)..ye la kan,lama tak update.!

Bukannya sengaja tinggalkan berdebu..huhu...Actually I have been through a lot of suffering and annoyance...sakit otak and sakit jiwa dibuatnya..I really want to get out from ths hell..cant wait to run away!..

Puzzled eh? hehe.it is about my work place and my terrible boss who cannot decide properly what she wants!To those who follow my blog from the beginning, u might remember my post on Lady Boss..remember she forced us come to office to have a meeting on Saturday?.She did that again for the third time!..and I have promised myself to tender my resignation if she try to make us work on Saturday again!And I am doing it..I cannot stand it anymore..

Last Saturday all staffs attended office to do a favor for A....Department..I wasnt attending because I have better things to do which is replacing my car windscreen.and I have told Boss on Friday, but dia nak jugak aku masuk opis when my car is ready..And funny things was..the working hour on Saturday has been fixed at 10 am - 1 pm...tak practical kan ?.but I know, they might end up going home at late evening..and it was true! Poor all my friends..some went home at 6, and some at 7...why la boss...this is too much...You are stealing our precious and quality time!

As for me, I am a rebellious type of person..there's no way I will come to the office when my car is ready.lagipon dah lewat sgt...and I have made several phone calls to my colleague at the office on that day, they said better jangan datang..I feel guilty juga to all of them sebab unfair kan..but I make a noble decision by calling my boss that I might not coming and she said it's ok..and I was assuming theres no need for me to be there as Lady Boss didnt scold whatsoever..

But what makes me feel uneasy is..people will talk about me and speculate things..anyways, who cares la kan..lantak korang la tak puas ati ke ape ke...dah rezeki aku dapat manfaatkan my Saturday with a useful activity..sorry guys..of course I feel guilty , but what to do............

I wanna stop this suffering game..too many ridicilous rules created in my company..staff lama2 semua dah jadi hamba.terlalu taaat dan setianya...come on,kenapa nak mengabdikan diri...please la...hari2 pun tak tenteram asyik kena maki..I dont mean to reveal the dark side, but ..I am sick of it..i cant bear to watch and experience this cruelty anymore...

My next step is to walk away.sorry boss...I need to go, I cant commit to work with this company anymore...If i continue to earn a living here, maybe aku tak kawin2 kot.my life lebih banyak di office..so I have decided..once I get my February salary, then I will give my boss a scented resignation letter..ahaks..and, surprisingly, I have followers..may be 3 of us will say goodbye to this company..

Semoga maju jaya untuk rakan2 yg decide utk berkhidmat dgn setianya di sana..

Last quote for tonight :

Some of us try,
And some of us fail
But i do both
And hope that I`ll prevail
SEKIAN..

Put on weight ...:(

Holla everybody..

I am confuse...do I look fat now?..huk huk..da ramai juga yg ckp aku dah berisi..mungkin juga la kan.if not, xde la sampai 3-4 org dah tego camtu..latest yg cakap aku dah berisi are Amid and Ikhwan..uwaaaaaaa...takut la when they said that...Now, dah 6 org la yg ckp cmtu...Maybe I shud start on diet kot...:(

Berat badan naik mmg satu perkara yang menggerunkan pada aku..I used to be fat before..when I was in a primary school..seriously, but I dont have time to scan the pic yet..but at that time mmg tak peduli pon aku gemuk ke ape ke..sbb sekolah rendah kan...kisah ape..bebudak agi..

Tapi skang aku tgh risau gilaaaaaa ni..ok la.kene accept la teguran mereka kan...so, my strategy is to eat less..(susah skit nak buat ni).bersenam lagi la jangan harap ..Aku include kan beberapa pic aku dari zaman study until  Feb 2011 utk tatapan u guys..hhehe..benarkah aku dah gain weight ni? :

year 2004

year 2005

Year tak ingat

Year 2008

Year 2009

nov 2010



Dec 2010

January 2011

january 2011

feb 2011

feb 2011

Hurm..bila aku tgk balik pic aku sendiri dari zaman belaja...ada la perubahan fizikal tu kan..tapi mungkin juga style rambut or dressing yg nampakkan aku macam gempal..my face mmg dari dulu tembam kot...

Anyway,i hope u guys can leave a comment la samaada benarkah aku sudah berisi seperti yang dikatakan..uhuhu..Nevermind, all I need to do is eat less and stay healthy,eheh....(semoga konsisten le ni)...

ok la.dah ngantuk..tomorrow is a working day .shit...tata..Nite~

Keunggulan Francisca Peters

Masih terngiang ngiang kelunakan suara Francisca Peters di Konsert Keunggulan 33 Tahun, Istana Budaya semalam (6 Februari 2011).Pergh.she has so wonderful voice! Suara Luciana Francissca Peter ni x ade nye kita dengar sama dgn suara artis perempuan yang lain kat Malaysia ni..kalau Siti Nurhaliza tu mcm dah bersepah kot suara yg seakan2 suara dia...her voice is incomparable!

Well, I went to watch her performance with my buddy, Lish and her sister..we bought the cheapest ticket (upper circle) which is RM 102.00..paling murah tu..tapi when looked down to the expensive seat...there were lot of empty seats!.I wish I can sit there.!! I wanna I wanna but I cant..:p...but to me, if concert tak pe kot duk upper circle tu.sebab lbih focus nak dgr dia nyanyi..kalauu teater mcm xpuas la kan kalo duk atas..that's what happen masa tgk Teater Cuci dulu..hehe, tiket free lagi pun..bedal aje..:) bersyukur la ada org nak bagi tiket!haha..

One thing for sure la kan when me, Lish and her sister arrived kat I.B tu..mmg nak kata terkejut tak la..sbb actually dah expect pun yg kami akan dikelilingi oleh golongan auntie dan uncle..hehe..but it shows that Francisca can attract regardless what age and level.and to my surprise, I felt harmonized and very One Malaysia when realizing that Francisca also has many fans from other races instead of Malay fans! Betul2 rasa Satu Malaysia wa cakap lu..It proofs that music can unite people..:)

Back to the concert..Manan Ngah and Cheryl Samad have been given task to convey  some information and introduction before it started.but until now I am still wondering WTH is Cheryl Samad is for? Manan Ngah alone is enough to convey all the scripts from Cheryl..seriously I dun understand..maybe she is part of the gimmick?

 

erk Cheryl..are u singing or hosting? no need to sing lah tak best pon.
(hehe.ni bukan pic kat IB harap maklum)



When Cheryl Samad selesai menceceh...hehe...konsert pon bermula!!.yeaaaaaayyy! saat yg ditunggu2 dgn opening song 'Ku Ke Udara Lagi'..so warna warni...we all mmg sing along and mak cik sebelah aku pun beria sgt..makcik ni mesti impress dgn kami yg muda tapi tau lagu Fran..hehe..



She carried all songs so beautifully..tak ada cacat sikit pun pada telinga aku ni..well done Fran..u won our hearts..and she has a very good sense of humor..lawak la dia ni..kelaka2 comel..(yg penting bukan lawak gedik and bukan lawak kampung!) diulang bukan LAWAK KAMPUNG!..I think ramai orang yg tak tau Fran pandai melawak kot..aku pun tak tau.ingat dia ni seorang yg serious...when she created jokes, concert pun lagi alive and tak boring..best best best..

Ada juga part yang menyentuh emosi..when Fran suddenly sebak because dia sgt terharu dgn sokongan peminat pada dia..aku dah la tak boleh kalau org da start nangis.mula la rasa nak nangis skali....but I tell myself dont cry la (aku bukan Fran pun,aku sekadar di pinggiran je.Mawar Terpinggir kot.eh ape ni!)..

I have no regret whatsoever for this concert..this is my first time watching Fran performing live in a concert and aku sgt2 berpuas hati..selection of songs yg mmg tepat..In line with the theme of her concert, “33rd Anniversary Concert Of Excellence”, Fran perform 33 of her most popular songs accompanied by a 33-piece orchestra..dia nyanyi almost all her famous songs such as Kerana Terpaksa, Kau Lilin Cintaku, Diriku Terbelenggu, Ku Kehilanganmu, Kunang-Kunang, Sekadar di Pinggiran and few duet songs with Royston Sta Maria and Imran Ajmain!..wow Imran , he looks like a giant! while Roy looks so gentleman.(Fran tak abes2 cakap Roy tu gentle) hehe..sweet je mereka...

zaman dedulu. Fran and Roy..

Abg Imran Ajmain!! (yg susah sgt
nak kelua bila Fran panggil)

But sadly, I dun take any photos before the concert started..so, I only have my tickects as a proof I've been there..Sepanjang konsert lagi lah di banned take photos..jangan harap la kan..well, as to conclude, Francisca is the next diva and legend to our Malaysia Entertainment Industry..she is humble and lovable by everyone.She will be remembered for her captivating vanilla-sweet voice  and her charisma..Well done Fran.!

And...we are looking forward to watch Wings pulak in April at IB!...cant waitttttttttttt

Back in KL...

Back in KL on 4th Feb 2011...arrived at 245pm..thankful because the weather is so fine..no rain, not windy..syukur Alhamdulillah..smooth journey..sampai je Gombak da rasa lonely balik..huk huk..ni lah kesan akibat cuti lama..mesti teringat2 suasana kat kampung ..

Sampai je my house at Gombak terus panggil all my cats..tapi they look scared and angry!..maybe marah kot sbb tggalkan dieorg .hehe..tapi Bobo paling cool la..cayang Bobo lebih..:)..

love u much Bobo!..hehe

As I looked around inside my house, the condition was good, no damaged done by my cats..hehe.relieved..I still remember last year, when I was on 5 days (kalau x silap) holiday in Kampung, I left all my cats inside the house and when I came back, I was so damn surprised and shocked that my house smelled 'bangkai'!..yes, it was true.because all my kittens dead and berulat2 under the sofa!! huwaaaaa.. God knew how sad and bad I felt on that day..and my TV wasnt functioning because the plug point rosak, end up tumpang Astro umah my friend semata2 nak watch Nadal.hehe...That was an awful memory last year..

But this time sangat lega sebab no damaged and bad smell..hehe..thanks to my brother for taking care of them..tapi mereka kelaparan sgt time aku sampai..marah2 dan mintak makan,..ngada2 betol mereka ni..So, I fed their fav food Royal Canin Fit 32.tup tup, balang da ringan je..uwaaa.nak abes da food diaorg ..kene beli agi...

Sesi mengemas rumah bermula setelah selesai memberi kucing2 ku makan..pergh berpeluh..menyapu, mengemop...it was part of the exercise..hehe.good for me..Then, selesai semuanya, tired sgt..decide to take a nap kejap..lega dapat take a nap..ye la kan, driving jauh , balik trus mengemas.blum rest..

Bangun tdo je, rasa sunyi and boring gilos.all my frens xde..mereka sume ada aktiviti kekeluargaan sikit..so, I left alone here.opss.x alone, ada 4 ekor peneman ni..hehe..Chiko, Grey, Tommy and Bobo (favorite)..keje asik on9, tgk tv, lipat kain baju, buat laundry sikit..huhu...boring..At the same time, teringat2 suasana kampung halaman and my family kat sana..so below adalah antara few shots semasa aku di kampung :

at Pasar Tani

at Pasar Tani..mom bought kismis

and I got myself RM5 oen pack of apricot!.hehe

mak beli kebab

bahulu pandan..mom bought it too

mom bought pisang but tertinggal pulak..so, tak jadi wat goreng pisang ...huhu

the Pekan town..

Pekan town...changed a lot...

waaa..Pekan da ada riverfront...

Pekan Riverfront

Pekan town again..now, Pekan dah ada banyak Bank..dulu cuma ada CIMB and BSN je

Pekan Town

My niece..look at her clothes...that's the one that I bought for her..:)

this is her hobby..reading, playing and messing around!

i had my dinner with my ex class mate (primary school) here..BP Tomyam..

these are my ex classmates..Linda and Jai

my menu, Nasi goreng Kampung..Thanks to Linda cause she foot the bill..:)

Well, those photos are for u guys to take a look at..actually, there are more interesting places in my hometown, but I dun get a chance to shoot because of the weather...I miss my mom, sis, niece, nephew rite now..huhuhu..I will coming back...

Now, I am waiting for Manchester United match ..Man U vs Wolves...Glory2!!!!

Ta Ta...:)

My hobby...

Everybody has their own hobby kan...as for me..i love to take photos and being photographed!!..hehe camwhore sikit... :p

I dun have DSLR camera yet.but ade planning nak beli..still in process mengumpul dana..buat masa ni snap pic guna digital camera biasa je..Panasonic Lumix DMC-FS42 10 megapixel je..but it's fine with me..because yg penting the way u snap the pic..kena pandai cari angle, and stay focus..!..i believe in that.nnti once da mampu beli DSLR camera, konfirm banyak technic nak kena belajar..hehe..

So, below are few pics yg to me antara the best shot la..ada antaranye dah masuk bengkel utk di touch up (adobe photshop) hehe..:

at Old town Kopitiam

@ Pizza hut Wangsa Maju

@ Cheras Leisure Mall

@ The Curve

@ Plaza Idaman, Gombak

@ Wangsa Maju

@ Secret Recipe Melati Utama

@ Secret Recipe Melati Utama

@ Wangsa Maju

@ office

@ KL Motor Show 2010

in front of Strawberry Cafe,PJ

in front of Strawberry Cafe, PJ

@ Bangsar Village

Those are some pictures in my collection..a lot more to come..hehe... Probably tomorrow I'm going to shoot pics around my hometown...

Sesiapa yang ade jenguk my blog ..i welcome any comments..do not hesitate.i'm looking forward to develop more skills in photography..:)

Ta Ta

YEEAAAY..Balik Kampung!!!

Today, Tuesday 1 Feb 2011, I'm going back to my hometown  which is in Pekan, Pahang DM (Dato' Najib's place ok! ) I'm very excited and eager to meet my mom, sister, niece and of course, my newborn nephew. I woke up at 930 am and had my shower.

I have chose a very appropriate attire to wear for balik kampung...hehe..and, little did I know, from jacket, shirt and jeans are all from Sg Wang Plaza!..hahaha..Nvm la kan..it still look cool to me.plus, I'm not going to meet anybody, just stay in a driver seat.and I'm not going to meet the toll person either because I'm using TNG!..hehe..

my shirt and jacket

my skinny jeans..sg wang boutique..hehe

 

Then after everything's settled, saying goodbye to my adorable cats..huhu..(mcm la tak jumpe balik)..I dun have to worry about them when I'm away because luckily my brother will be at home during Chinese Nw Year holiday..so, hopefully he will take a gud care of them and be patient when removing their shit..hahahaaa..

I left Gombak around 11.45 am..

Along the way on the 2 highways (Lebuhraya Karak and Lebuhraya Pantai Timur)...it was raining randomly at certain area..at Bentong, Karak, Temerloh, Maran, Gambang....And what scared me was..jalan licin dan angin kuat.!!..imagine that my car , eventhough aku just bawak 80km.i can feel my car unforced move to the left and right..OMG, I say a prayer too many times..(trauma a bit because teringat peristiwa aku accident kat Sri Kembangan last year)

So, drive slow and hold the stereng tightly..huhu..but to my surprise (no need to be surprised anyway!) Malayian driver semua nak tunjuk terror..speeding gila gila..Be it Kancil or BMW...semua tend to speed...and furthermore, the condition of the road pun x berapa baik.then how come mereka ni boleh terfikir nak speeding..I just shook my head when seeing them driving recklessly like that..

2.45pm..arrived ..

My home sweet home at Pekan....

My home sweet home...:) (this is not today's pic)

It's raining heavily when I arrived home..Syukur Alhamdulillah I was safely arrived..being welcomed by my mom and my niece..wow, my niece is getting taller ..I am afraid the new clothes I bought for her is not going to fit...but I was wrong, the clothes are suit on her..pheww..relieve..hehehe..Then,  I looked for my sister with her newborn son..named, Abshar Uzair...wow.I hope I spell it correct..hehe.I feel calm when looked at the baby..suka cium and I love the smell of the newborn baby!..

my nephew..bulat kan mata dia!

katil si baby..

 

I had my lunch at 3pm..

my mom served me with white rice, ayam kuzi and vegetables..i'm so damn hungry sampai x sempat snap pic! lol..da lama tak makan mom's cooking..after kenyang, aku layan si Anna (my niece) yg tak abes2 panggil adik dia kakak..haha..funny..sedangkan dia tu yg kakak...layan je la..hehehe..penat sgt layan si Anna ni..but I enjoy it...:)


Anna is so tired..tgk the way she sleeps

these are all Anna's toys...

We had small talk together..I feel blessed to be here..I am full of peace ..tomorrow my father will be here.so, I am expecting more cheerful environment..

Cant wait for tomorrow...